Sunday, February 27, 2011

Just a little handy woman or Domestic Goddess!

Today while the husband was making breakfast (a Sunday tradition) I tackled and fixed a broken kitchen tile. Luckily the previous owner left us a few in the garage. It is a little lighter because it is new but it will work until I can get rid of the linoleum!

Friday, January 28, 2011

National Pie Day

January 23rd was national pie day...



All I could think about was a pie. What's your favorite pie? Check out this recipe for Coconut S'more Pie, one of my favorites:

Coconut S'more Pie

ingredients
1¾ cups graham cracker crumbs
1 tablespoon sugar
½ tablespoon cinnamon
1 cup slivered almonds
½ cup butter, melted
1½ cups shredded coconut
1½ cups sweetened condensed milk
3 DOVE CHOCOLATE DISCOVERIES™ Chef-Series
White Chocolate bars, chopped (6 oz.)
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
3 DCD Chef-Series Dark Chocolate bars, chopped (6 oz.)
1½ cups miniature marshmallows

PREPARATION
1. Adjust oven racks to middle and highest levels. Preheat oven to 375 degrees. Blend graham cracker crumbs, sugar, cinnamon, almonds and melted butter in a large mixing bowl. Press the mixture into a buttered 10" cake pan and bake for 5 to 7 minutes on the middle rack until golden brown.
2. Remove pan from oven and sprinkle with coconut. Drizzle with ½ cup of condensed milk and return to oven until bubbly and golden, about 10 minutes. Remove from oven.
3. For bottom layer, combine White Chocolate, ½ cup condensed milk and ½ teaspoon vanilla in a microwave-safe bowl. Melt chocolate in microwave on HIGH at 20-second intervals, stirring in between each until smooth. Pour into cooled crust. Refrigerate.
4. For middle layer, repeat step 3 using Dark Chocolate, ½ cup condensed milk and ½ teaspoon vanilla. Pour over White Chocolate layer and refrigerate for 10 minutes.
5. For top layer, evenly cover top with marshmallows. Adjust oven temperature to "Broil" and place pan on top rack for 15 to 20 seconds at a time until the marshmallows turn a gooey, golden brown (be careful not to burn). Remove from oven and refrigerate for 1 hour before serving. Makes one 10" pie.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Secret Santa

When I was last in Florida we decided to draw names for secret Santa. I got my good friend Jackie C. name. I was not sure what I was going to get her... I was stumped you could say. Well her sister posted some dance pictures of her on her Facebook page... So I got this bright Idea to make a scrapbook layout and frame it! What a more personal gift. Jackie loves to dance...



I really love the way it turned out and hope she love it to!

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

SURVIVOR Casting Call AGAIN!

If you know me you know I LOVE SURVIVOR! I am a huge fan! I watch every season! and here I go I have applied again... Please go watch my video and leave me a nice comment!

MY VIDEO


Sunday, October 10, 2010

Our Figordio

The writing is from my husbands blog The layouts are from CTMH Studio J, for me it was easier to make them via digital rather then traditional scrapbooking! I love my paper but not tear stained... It was hard but I wanted to do it as part of my healing...

About nine months ago we found out that, once again, we would be going on the roller coaster of life that is parenthood, when Amber became pregnant for a fourth time. In theory we were well prepared for this journey, with three other healthy children under our belt and all the self-perceived wisdom that brings you. Several months in though, things would begin to take a dramatic turn for the worse, which has now culminated in the tragic loss of our fourth child, Figordio.



About mid-way through the pregnancy, the doctors started noticing problem with the Figordio's kidney development. One of the kidneys was not working properly, and there were concerns about both the bladder and the second kidney as well. In theory a person can live with one kidney, so while this was concerning, we had hope that things would turn out OK. The further along we went though, the further things began to deteriorate. After another month or so, we started loosing amniotic fluid, essentially to the point where there was none left. Amniotic fluid levels are tied in with the renal system, so we headed back in for more testing and procedures, and eventually we determined that the second kidney was also not functioning properly. During this time we met with a lot of different specialists, including one who specialized in infant / child dialysis, one of very few in the country. It seemed very fortuitous that we have moved to Baltimore a few years ago, where there just happened to be the exact specialist we would likely need for FJ going forward.

So we prepared for a wide range of outcomes; there was a chance that he would come out OK, or at least that one of the kidneys might have enough in it to work. The more realistic assessment was that he'd likely need infant dialysis and eventually a transplant, meaning a life-long commitment kidney medicine and doctors. We talked to other doctors about potential surgeries, about how long he might need to stay in the NICU, and a number of other potential scenarios. All daunting for sure, but all part of the deal. Of course, there was the chance that he might not make it. This kidney work is definitely not a well beaten path, so there aren't any guarantees about any of this.



Another complication was that through most of the pregnancy, he was in a breach position, which meant we would likely need to do delivery through a C-section. I suppose that is fairly common these days, however it wasn't something we had done before, and would certainly have an impact on the birth process. On the other hand, given the other issues, it seemed like having a scheduled delivery in the hospital was probably a good thing. Full term for Figordio would have been August 22nd. After bouncing around with a few different dates, the last date we would settle on was August 4th. Far enough into the pregnancy that he would hopefully have grown strong, but far enough away from his due date that we wouldn't end up scrambling at the end.

July 26th would make those dates irrelevant. Amber went into labor early in the morning. As an old pro, she just bared the contractions for several hours, but eventually they were close enough and strong enough that we knew a trip to the hospital was in order. We weren't sure this would be it, but Sunday had marked her 36th week of pregnancy, which was past the point they would cut off delivery, so on we went. After a few hours at the hospital, they determined that she was in labor and starting to dilate, so they began prepping her for surgery (the C-section). Figordio was born that afternoon around 2:30pm. He looked pretty good, and we heard one distinctive cry from him before they took him to the NICU, where they started to work on him, getting x-rays, giving medicine, and trying to assess his condition.



The nephrologist who did the infant dialysis mentioned to us that often times there are enough other developmental issues, usually around lung development, that often the kidney issues took second place. Figorido had had amniotic fluid long enough that his lung development certainly could have been OK, although would likely have issues initially as his lungs hadn't been "breathing" fluids as most do, but there was reason to hope. Unfortunately though, this was to be his downfall. His lung development had not been a mature as we had hoped. His left lung was probably 3/4 the size of a fully developed lung, and the right lung about 1/4, with air on the outside of the lung restricting breathing. Even after removing the air, the lung was still underpowered. His heart, while having a strong beat, had become enlarged and was slightly out of place, which left it having issue getting fresh oxygen into the system, leaving him with elevated levels of CO2 in his blood. X-rays showed both a heavy, abnormal curvature of the spine, and immature development of his rib cage on the right side. The kidneys, where we had focused so much attention during pregnancy, were at this point almost an afterthought. He would hold on for a while during the night, but with falling blood pressure, lung problems, and poor oxygen levels, he passed away shortly before 6AM on July 27th.

It's hard to prepare for something like this. It's unnatural I suppose. Even though we had talked about the possibility, we hadn't really been prepared for this outcome. Kidney complications are a more drawn out process; what happened with Figordio was very sudden and rather shocking. Time will of course heal this wound, but it doesn't make the current process of grieving any easier.



"The meaning of a person's life cannot be judged by our unlimited understanding of time."
Robert Treat
2010-08-21